Monday, November 27
accompanied him at enos today.
im totally drained out.he grabbed and tickled me like 6 times in a row.
with me struggling in spams of laughter which ended me lying on e floor with passer bys wonddering wat the heck am i doing.
i could die under this condition.HAHA.
this guy is wild upon insane upon tonnes of energy.
went meet huiqun and yuwen.
thou i have been wrking for like 2 days only,i miss dem terribly.sounds lamish but really.
this work takes up most of my time,aaargh i have been harping on work lately.
really,even as im typing my body is aching in agony.
sometimes i realli blame that guy above the sky.LOL.
i grumble and whine that why must i go through all this obstacles while other ppl are currently enjoying life to its fulllest.
reality has made me realistic,i no longer look for what i want but what i need.
im gonna marry a rich fuck or something.
and furthermore improve on myself.
sounds scary?
yes.
it sure is.
another point to add.
the threat is bad,i din not confront to u face to face cos we would fight.
its just that no matter what we gotta have intergity in life.
maybe u think u deserve more and better or ure unappreciated,so u do stuff like this.
but life was nv fair in the first place so dun do things to get urself into further shit.
i lectured u for ur own good.
i may sound prudish and naggy but if u were not in my heart,i wont give a damm.ok?
im aware that u nv turn ur back on me when i need u,and i realli appreciate it.sorry for any harsh words.
i care and love for u.so ya.
hope u heed my words.
12:49 AM