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Tuesday, November 21
EMO POST!
im bloody tired i have been constantly in the town area walking and walking.
my already twig-like legs will be onli fragments or something.
i will be hanging out in e comfort of my room the next few days.
today i woke up at 8+ to acc santos to have breakfast at mac.
BIG BREAKFAST!
sorry empharising BIG lah.
den went to enos.He's so high n crazy that i have to bow my head in defeat!
he danced,sang,fooled ard and blast the music so darn loudly.
and the miracle is that he could do sales at e same time.
really,i am just so amazed.
den i went to bugis with huiqun.She was a fast shopper and gt everything she needed within like 2 or 3 hrs?*Applause.walked to Arab street's kampong glam for dinner.Great atmosphere,a change from the bloody congested town.And the wind there was plentiful,i couldnt help raising up my armpits to embrace the wind=)
went back to far east to find our loved ones.that idiot said he wanted to use my battery but he used his fren's one instead!TSK!waited with yuwen to close shop den we went back home tghter.
okay the above is the itinerary.blahhh~dun realli like it.
i just wanna say that im very tired nowadays.i have been taking comments and critism.no,i did not ask for that.and sadly to say they have being bad ones.
Firstly,i dun expect everyone to get along well like bread and butter.no one is obliged to be friends.u're a straight forward person i understand.Am i being sensitive that ure deliberately shooting dem?maybe i am,i do not know.if ure not,tell me.i honestly dun noe wat the heck ur mouth stores.
im trying too hard in life.
i beg god,dont make me give up in my faith in life.
i like other sane human being,have my emotions and limits.
i feel i dun deserve all this.
i admit im a selfish girl who puts fun above e rest but gimme a break.
i am having low expectations of EVERYTHING!
WHY?!
so i wont get hurt and fuckin' demoralised.
im a proud person who dont want people to sympathise my plight.
i dun brood over my stuff,so u dun see me sliting my wrists or doing some attention seeking things.when im out,i put the fucked-up stuff behind me for the moment.
i do not affect u guys with anything.
pls mind ur words no matter who u are.
i get affected.i understand the various personalities of u guys but i dun take my stuff out of u guys.i dun wan further conflict or arguements im bloody sick of all this.
and im sorry for treating u like crap sometimes.
ur passion overwhelms me.
i do not wanna be within ur shadow,im my own individual.
i am starting to get e idea of why u have chosen me and pls dun let e idea be true.
i would hate myself and u for being superifical.
we have very similar characters but in sum ways we are drastically diff.
these differences would either make or break us.
yes,i may sound pessimistic but im being realistic for our sake.
its only like a few days and probs have arisen.u may say debraa u tink too much.
yes im a worrier.
covince me den.
11:29 PM
