Wednesday, November 29
i need reassurance.
who dont?
to come home reluctantly.
to call you,but u did not even acknowledge my prescene.
thank you,that simple action was bloody hurting.
if u cant treat me like ur own,den really dont.
i have no idea whether u care for me or its just a responsibiltiy u cant escape from.
pls tell me.
i come home,damm drained out from wrk.
only to be treated like i dont exist.
im going to take the plunge if my life continues like that.
the plunge means death.
really,if u think i want attention yes i am seeking for it.
im sick n tired of EVRYTHING NOT GOING MY WAY.
i have already repent.
what's e pt of staying on to suffer more?
to act happy when deep down it hurts like fuck?
my first stage of depression.
i nv wanna regret things ever again.
what must i do to gain ur trust and forgiveness?
everyone tells me to be strong blah blah..
some of u claimed to understand,but u will never okay?
i cant be dependable on my guy or friends or wat so ever.
its my life.
and my life is screwing me up.
honestly,im in a daze.
i have not being thinking straight of the late.
ignore this post as im currently in one of my worst phrases of my life.
thank you.
9:29 PM