Sunday, December 31
*THE BIRTHDAY BOY!*
THE PAST!
not relevant.i know.this was taken last year?or niven bday at march?
i look super butchy.i think i cut my hair abt 6 times this year.
and those who have not seen me lately,its entirely up to ur imagination on how short my hair is!
1:13 AM
NEW BLOGSKIN!
hope u guys like it!
luckily,i din have high expectations of you at all.
so i wasnt THAT disappointed.
Lets move on.
stop harping on the past.
u are not sincere,dun accuse me of being paranoid and all.
cos take a look of what u did NOT do so far.
and yes,im at fault.
i feel guilty.
i felt like i was cheating on you.
but we already broken up at that time.
i feel the need to explain to u everything and not leave it hanging.
but what i say now would be just defending myself.
u have fully recovered now.but u just dont bother lah.
stop leading me on.
really.
12:05 AM
Friday, December 29
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH KOH!
SEDUCTIVE SEVENTEEN!!!!!
i love euuuu~the rainy rainee weather made me zZz till 1 plus.
i hurried to prepare n went off to far east.
bought Kfc for missyuwen and johnne came lunching with her at oosps opps.
stay onli for awhile before meeting ivan at ps.
saw cheefong n junliang AGAIN at e food court.
always so concidental yeah!!
catch deathnote 2,damm cold cinema and one disgusting gal behind me stuck her disgusting foot on my arm rest!i turned behind to chastise her but she was too absorbed in the show to bother.but in the end ivan told her to put her leg down.funny.
the whole day was pretty smooth sailing.and ivan was really nice enough to lend me his shoulder.and yes,im perfectly clear im on a rebound.so no evil intentions.
but i somewhat feel guilty although its over between me and santos.
im really a fool in luv this time round.and really although we werent tgt for long.
i really felt for us.i know it's time for us to move on but somehow i just feel we are just struck half-way.
and i always thought i was this really cool and independent gf.
yes,im that BHB but im soooo wrg.
im sooo insecure and paranoid about this love thing.
im still young and immature,the love concept is not fully grasped by me.
ya.
and here i am dabbling all my own theories,and u see me with a new guy next?
i admit i do eat my words.
but its so easy to fall in love but so hard to keep love going.
LOVE~
1:06 AM
Wednesday, December 27
okays.two post within a day.
im like so free~?!?!
i just wanna say the probability of deleting ur ex's number and thinking
''yeah!i took the first step to forget that jerk'' or something actually turned into ''wth!i realised i actually memorised his number!!!''
Nice try debra berk.
UGOGIRL -.-''
10:32 PM
A mother's love is so empowering.
There was this short 2 minutes news on tv just now which really touched me despite the simplicity of it.
There was this earthquake at taiwan,resulting in this particular block of flats collasping.
There was still 2 little boys and their mothebeing trapped inside.
The mother died trying to cover the two boys while she was trampled by the debris.Fortunately,the 2 little boys were rescued.But what really struck me was the last scene whereby one of the little boys was lying at e hospital bed.He was jabbering rather excitedly of what he had encountered.Little did he know that his mother was dead,he and his brother could lived on due to his mother's noble sacrifice.
I know everyone will go aiyah of course protect the children mah!
but omg,can u picture the scene of the mum covering the boys?!
*CRYS!
anyway,in case u are blaming the bloody taiwan earthquake for the lagging of ur internet.
think abt the lives lost and damaged inflicted upon them.
who seems more pathetic?
speaking of pathetic.
sorry i din know u are hospitalized.i love n hate u for not tellin' me.
Hope u recover and be the lively pest u were=)
9:51 PM
Monday, December 25
So since Im not your everything
how about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby,I wont shed a tear for you
I wont lose a wink of sleep
Cuz the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy
~ Beyonce's ''Irreplaceable''.
8:38 PM
MERRY XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think when the clock striked 12 for Xmas,i was in the toilet.
ignorant that within a 100m radius of me,people were spraying foam sprays crazily at each other and bangas would be groping their innocent victims.
At that time i was peeing?or looking at myself in the mirror?
then glancing at the time,12.02?
i just missed the darn countdown!
Thou ytd celebrations was a bore and a huge flop,at least we managed to survive thru the night.
but i had fun discussing about porn stuff at makansutra.
and stuffing our faces silly with plates of fried hokkien mee and e black kway teow?
There wasnt any festive feel to the whole occasion,it just seems like a regular gathering with friends.but nevertheless,better than nothing=)
anyone game for 2007 new year's countdown?
with good planning and high zeal,i promise.
last thing for e post.
to santos.
i thought about it.It all goes to show that u bloody cant be bothered with our relationship.Do not tell me ure not free or u're incredibly busy that u hardly have an hour to spare?
excuses.
Do not initiate a meet-up and leave me hanging in mid-air.
wondering did u make it home alive or just filled with that revolting booze, dead drunk?
Actions speak louder than words.Dont bother to salvage anything.go to church and ask God to save u or something.And needless to say im damm disappointed with you.
thank you.
3:24 PM
Saturday, December 23
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXmB_5plGnI&mode=related&search
Girls out loud is funny!
though xiaxue needs to brush up verbally,i think she's a typical sporean ditzy mei mei.
or maybe it's e way the producers potray her in this show.
ross is cool and poised.but not bland.
she's more professional.
they make an odd mix but strangely enough its entertaining.
for my case that is.
enjoy!
11:02 PM
HAHA!no,im not doing a mini portfolio of kenneth cole's bod.
i have not been to a swimming pool for a friggin' 8 years!and of course,i fear water unless its only up to my knees.
cos i forgot how to swim.okays i hear canned laughter already!but wth,i learn back sometime in the future i guess?
saw a couple of little kids learning life saving.
Gosh!they are like so adorable!
they are so pint-sized and they took their pyjamas as a saving aid i think.
a freaky little boy kept disturbing kenneth when he was swimming.LOL,im sure u will hurl him back into the water the next time round.but of course,little kids are devilish and angelic at the same time.
i went 'steal' books again.i have many days ahead of me to read and to read and to feed my fatass brain.im tired right now.oh ya,i cut my hair just now.slice it and burn the fringe but maintained the length.
im dreading yet anticipating tml.talk about being complex.
4:48 PM
rainy day today yet again~
but heng we consisting of yuwen me n huiqun werent caught in the rain.
visited cheefong & junliang at daiso~
place was hectic.long queue.
looked cute in their ties and formal wear with aprons?!
proceeded to the ''fragnant'' johnne at bugis.
chatted abit before heading to arab street once again to have our dinner.
e mee goreng seafood at kampong glam was too much n spicy for me,couldnt handle it.
somehow felt guilty to uncle muthu(fake name) for nt finishing it.
still dig their food and drinks anyhow=)
reccomended!
''kampong glam''
e restaurant eating house is located at arab street.walking distance from bugis.
u see that big mosque kinda of a landmark of that area.its ard there yeah.
its located outdoors,so if u dun mind motors or cars zooming past u or smoke,yeah eat there.
great ambience for catching up with friends and the breeze from the wind is extra strong there.haha.
bought a pair of pumps,(black with metal spurs) at that congested shelves shoe shop.
LOL.it only contains one size of every design.so i was connsidered lucky to get e last pair or something.
snap a few pics with johnne.(upload dem,e kind soul who has the pics!)
run to tcc in the meantime to wait for him to finish wrk.
waited waited for our turn to snuggle indoors for the aircon and cosy chairs.typical us.
had hazelnut coffee.
which later evolve to milk coffee.
wen n qun had sodas which taste like 100 plus.
went home tgt with johnne who kindly bestowed us with perfumes sample.
im lookin forwards to xmas celebrations.
i doubt i'll get a job within these few days.
and sunday settle evrything nicely clear up e mess yeah?
hope evrything ends well.
hearts will be broken hopes may be dashed but no matter what mean and cruel things we do and say to each other,we'll always be in each other hearts!
i sound corny and maybe hypocritical?
but heck i write what i want.
and im kinda perverse too.for wanting to hear ur cries.
1:56 AM
Friday, December 22
omg.
u are so jian also known as despicable.
first im a selfish bitch.
thanks.
this means ALOT to me.
yeah.i dun trust u.
and since IM JUST LIKE ONE OF THE BITCHES AROUND,FUCKIN' JOLLY WELL FIND ANOTHER ONE RIGHT?!
i thought we would at least part peacefully but im very wrong hey.
Lets just bitch abt each other in the meantime.
u can say im childish and whatsoever.
but please go back to square one and see the wrongs.
4:58 PM
Thursday, December 21
When a streak of bad luck follows u like a stalker,u'll be wondering what exactly did u do to deserve all this.u start blaming urself,the people ard u and even the big guy up there.
i cant wait for this year to end.
im probably the one who most wishes it for it to end.
so u see me on the 31st of december on tv.
the most joyful one,waving my hands exhilaratingly and yelling my ass away.
wearing a tee which says ''I remember this cheebye year as long as i live!''
or something.
im sorry but im high on drugs now.
panadol that is.
i've been rotting at home e past 3 days.
jobless,hopeless and loveless.
LOL,let me indulge in self pity.
but it sounds real corny i know i know.
and to get sick 3 days after the BIG rain is really ridiculous i must say.
talk about slow~
i miss the great outdoors!
i miss the SUNSHINE!
i miss the dry crowds!
i miss my sweaty armpits!
i miss i Miss i MISS!
11:29 PM
Tuesday, December 19
ytd was one of the worst days of my life.
sounds exaggerating right?
but no,my life lately is filled with unexpected dramas unfolding itself.
i was and still am heartbroken.
its so demoralised to see so much effort and plan go to the drain,to be unappreciated and to be hurt like fuck by ur loved one.
but looking on the bright side,i did not lose it.
and that everything was exposed out within a few months.
i was drenched in the rain ytd twice.
the two times are of very different feelings.
the first one was to protect the damm cake that was why i did not wish to run and i did not feel cold cos i was warm inside to see u being so hyper.
the second one was in hurt and anguish tears and my heart really ached for us.
i experienced a total heartbreak and the rain just added to my tears.
not to mention the strong wind but i was really too numb inside to feel a shit.
all this sounds realli idol drama-ish but yeah it took place.
once a bastard,always a bastard.
i did not write everything down,im not obliged to.
just to save a little left of dignity of what we still possess.
u're a selfish guy thats all.
and its over.
we dont do patches anyhow.
thank you for making me learn the hard way.
i'll remember what u said and done to me for life.
and that the 18th of december is a day i would never forget.
11:42 AM
Sunday, December 17
a pic like this shldnt be hiding behind friendster but makin' its premeire here!
have being pretty busy of the late.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh,i just wasted 2 days!!1
u can say im stupid and impulsive that i dun cherish this opportunity being thrusted onto my arse but alas,i already made up my mind.im sorry for any inconvienences caused
the people there are highly enthusiastic and all.but i really have no time and interest in further continuing my training.i need money fast.i am just looking for an ordinary job that is my main priority not being a high acheiver.But nevertheless,i learned quite abit there and really thank you,liangchou if u do read this.
today is my 1st month with santos.
tomorrow is his birthday.
tonight im going to use all my brain juice to make everything go well tml i hope
and pray for gd weather.
REPLIES TO TAGS!
chris:yeah!thanks and its original!
debra chaina bolithis:im always amazed on how many weird but real names u can come up with!
jocyce:hey u tc too!class gatherings soon i hope yay!
xavier:i link u soon!
eragon and debra:u're my dragon rider and 'debra' stop impersonating me!!
8:42 PM
Thursday, December 14
i love it when u kiss the top of my head
i love it when u hold my hand tightly always
i love it when u start singing some soppy love songs.
i love it when u make stupid little comments about things
i love it when u go silent and whisper tenderly to me i love you
i love it when u come up with your own logicial theory about life
i love it when u act nonchalant during my outbursts of eccentricity
i love it when u get hyped-up and scare everyone within a 5 metres radius of us
i love it when u have that impish sparkle in your eyes whenever u are up to mischief
i just love u for who u are.
dominguez<3
12:01 PM
Wednesday, December 13
BEAUTY,BEAUTY,BEAUTY.
what is beauty without brains?
BIMBO!
HIMBO!
AN EMPTY SHELL!
`
i just feel that people maybe even myself are at times superificial and shallow minded?
some people may not be blessed with good facial features.
do these people have to work extra hard in work and life to prove themselves?
`
if i was like e past,unkempt and plain,would u still love me?
or would u shun me?
i cut myself in e face today by accident that is,and wonder if one day my face gets distorted or disfigured,would u still say i love u?
or u would go wth,HIDEOUS!
`
maybe everyone says thats reality,we based our impressions on ones' appearance.
but as long we get to know them further,our opinions will change.
the typical cliche.its like a standard phrase.
`
good- looking people do have better lives,yes so what beauty is only skin deep,what matters most is the interior blaaah.
but the problem is do u guys bother?
`
generally people have lower expectations of sum attractive people,or even expecting the not so attractive ones to work harder to prove themselves.
`
if u guys claim dun go for looks and shit stuff like that,STOP KIDDIN' URSELF LAH!
the influence of the media,family,friends and society are all urguing us to be attractive,slim and rich.
with that u can succeed with life or what so ever.
i dunno why im so worked up for but i just feel that no matter what everone says,appearance does make a base impression.
i just wanna say that im BEAUTIFUL.
INSIDE AND OUTSIDE.
`
dun ever assume inside is nothing.
cos inside,its filled with lotsa stuff .
``
and abt me claiming that im beautiful,whether u disagree or feel im thick skinned and lying to myself,so be it.
`
because i just wanna empharise on the fact that BEAUTY lies two ways.
and as long u have confidence,no matter how u look like,u are truely a beauty!=)
1:33 AM
Tuesday, December 12
kinda busy but fulfiling day for me=)
met kenneth for lunch.
had prawn mee and sugarcane juice at amk central.
hear my groans when i eat!!!!!!
went j8 to buy earrings.
damm hot daaay!
we decided to be sporty n do sum badminton in our future outings instead of just gg to town=)
took a bath den it was pouring when i gt out.
being the lazy bum forever,the umbrella was left at home.
resulting in being getting drenched.
i looked presentable at home but the moment the rain touched me,i was destroyed!
went to ikea with johnne n lavis.
I CANT WAIT TO MAKE LOTSA MONEY AND START A FAMILY!!!!!
all the stuff make me go gaga,the 'showrooms' of the kids i like so much.
damm those fortunate children nowadays!
From the vivid colors to the carefully coordinated arrangement of furniture,i was DEFINITELY bowled over.i always browse through the ikea catalogue which they send yearly to our mailbox but nothing i repeat NOTHING beats the experience of going there,as u can satisfy ur itchy fingers and caress the pieces there.
sorry for the lack of pictures,but
the stuff i wanna buy the next trip=)
- a corkboard (to put up my doodles,pics and wtaever i desire!it costs onli 9 bucks!)
- a mirror (e cute circular type)
- a red sofa (yeah right donate 345 dollars to me ahh!)
- a ugly frog soft toy (its ugly but adorable like a pug u noe?)
speaking of that frog,some disgusting weirdo use his foot to prob the poor frog on the floor.as if that wasnt enough,that guy took off his slippers and use his toes to grip the price tag!!!!!
*faints in horror,and like tonnes of people around loh!
then we went grab a bite at LJS at century square.
mMMMmmm,i just luv the cheese dip.
i ate lots of rubbish today,chocolates,banana spilt,fast food.....
i wannna gain weight but nt pimples.please!
and i forgot to hug johnne AGAIN!
i sound like sum lusty bitch!
i haben being with him ever since yuwen's bday!
like 5 mths!!
so forgive me santos.
HAHA!
cant wait for thu and fri.
with my guy and my oranges?
oranges.yayyy!
no matter how many oranges,i still luv u all!
11:20 PM
Monday, December 11
''when love gets constipated?!''
our faces are FATFATFAT!
''it looks like its from a postcard''
i took this pic when up in the esplanade!
''some random idiotic act cute bleh guy''
these pics were the outing me and the scary guy above took.supposedly for the 9th dec entry.i am looking forward to the trekking trip and Eat All U Can competition we are gg to conquered upon!
HAHAHA!
YA RIGHT!
11:36 PM
went for a FREE make-up session with huiqun.
the make-up artist was xavier who's currently a trainee at cosmoprof.
the pictures shows his workmanship?
i got the heavier make-up.
whereas lavis had a light one.
the pictures may not show how clearly our make-up was.but if u are interested in getting ur face being painted by xavier,u can always tag me for his details.
i feel i look like rosslyn that dj,diss me if u dun feel so.And huiqun's permed hair was further tousled into a wilder hairdo.
replies to tags~
mermaid and two headed snake
ITS SO OBVIOUS I NOE ITS KENNETH KOH!
johnne
HEY!I DUN CARE LETS HUG THE NEXT TIME WE SEE EACH OTHER!
Najib
IF THERE IS A NEXT TIME =/
yuwens
I MISSSS EUWWW MOREEE!WORK HARD BABE!
''possessed by patricia mok''
''possessed by ah mei!''
9:12 PM
Sunday, December 10
we walk in opposite directions.
we get 'pek che' with each other fast.
we get turned on by all the wrong stuff and moments.
the fiery sparks ignited for now
will it last??
lighted for e moment but gone the very next.
the passion embedded
no doubt there is
but this i ask u
do u really love me so?
or u're just in love of the idea of being in love?
5:54 PM
went to bugis,marina square and the esplanade.
made a fool of myself and my little prank BACKFIRED completely!!
i was supposed to pull him into e ladies but being the blurio,i took him and MYSELF into e gents!
in front of us was a little boy,i didnt assume much that little boys do go to the ladies right?
but he was givin' me e weird looks.
i should have known!
damm.
bumped into a few unexpected people today.
saw jonathan,jac n her bf in bugis.
jon was wrking there as a promoter for perfumes.
and i miss him like nuts!
still radiating charm and confidence than ever!
=)
marina square was frigging cold and i bought a long sleeved brown striped dress.
it was pretty cheap for a dress.
her sister is e retro green striped dress!
okay,my 'inside' joke which only amuses me.
-.-''
esplanade's rooftop was real breezy at night
and of course the romantic ambience was still there if u took away the emos and wannabes hanging ard.
i dont usually gush over sights in singapore but basically its just a great place to chill and enjoy with ur loved ones.but do expect ur privacy to be invaded by little groups of people walkin' past or donations seekers urging u.
anyway,im beat.took sum photos today update dem tml or sumthing.
im DEFINITELY staying home tml or i dieeeee of exhaustation.
nitey people.
1:27 AM
Saturday, December 9
mood:irrational?
im so totally cravin' for this few bites
- any nutty chocolates
- bak ku teh (chicken bone tea?!)
- melted cheese
- cup corn
horny!
i have a lot of things to do and NONE were accomplished!
i need to clean up my epidemic-happening room esp.the desk.lots of books still left over from the Os,my own books,accessories and ahemm used tissue papers(i think) are sprawled across the desk all screaming ''heh heh,we are currently reproducing lots of bacteria that u stupid little skinny human being cant see!!!"
pardon me.but i have been drained out.im almost out daily this week.for like more than 12 hrs??working and just catching up with myself and my frens and that thug in my heart=)
well,santos quit his job ytd.although he claimed he was happy,i didnt sense his happy aura.i just hope he gets over it and move on with his new job.
i guess life is like this.we leave for better things.If there is a good prospect ahead,everyone should take a risk or at least weight the pros and the cons and make the decision best for oneself.
its like we are already used to e environment ard us. a change would make us adapt to the new one whether we like it or not.i can rant on and on about how ever-changing life is and how unfair chances are.i cant exactly claim to ''have being there done that'' but lately the events in my life has made me review life in a different perspective.
blahhh..
lazy to type.
10:35 AM
Friday, December 8
haben being blogging lately..
work lah.
anyway,the last day was work was definitely NOT what i expected.
i wore sum sorta slippers to work as my feet were killing meee~
but the security guards in front refused to let me in,i pleaded and reasoned with dem.
they claimed that it was DANGEROUS,yes u heard right.
and that feet should be covered all the times.
but heng my collegue (singcheck) was with me,and he called my leader whom kindly loan me a pair of spare shoes.i got to work slightly pek che and hassled and the boss thought i had just finished working!
please,i barely even starting.
and hey my little erected ponytail is not called a pianzi (plait).
and for god's sake,TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY AT WORK!
but they bloody transferred me to another department doing a similar job but shouldnt i be surrounded by collegues and friends that i love dearly?
din really talk much with the ppl ard me and e pants that i bought the previous day was spoilt!
REAL SUAY.
the button popped open i had to use a safety pin to prevent further exposure of my grey and black cotton panties.so i had sat on e chair feeling incredibly insecure and moody.
and did my work in silence.
finally communicate with dem.our topic was vegetables especially an emphasis on bittergourd.
hahaha.i dunno why this topic came out anyhow.
anyway,i would like to give thanks and loves and misses to these people i know in work.
these people helped and encouraged me in little ways or just basically make work a little more fun.
auntie susan eve ann ah lai maomao
singcheck jia xing jian bing hong jian yanyan
siti hamzrul jiaming
and my lovely schoolmates peishan jianwei kah seng and jinsheng.
=)
11:02 AM
Tuesday, December 5
another day at work todaaaayy.
nothing much happen except that i gt really irritated by a talkative dickhead with many many stupid comments.
he would be quite alright if he learn to shut up once in awhile.
and i cant believe such a immature and very unlikely character to be a father.
i was really shocked that i just blurt out 'wah u so childish still can be a father of a child?'
and his reaction was to stare at me for being so untactful.?
a conflict arise in work today.
none was hurt.
but tears were shed.
but we gt released early thats my main point=)
and MACHINES ARE GOING TO TAKE OVER MANKIND.
I REPEAT
MACHINES ARE GOING TO TAKE OVER MANKIND!
pardon me but i tink i sound like scary najib.
seeing the highly efficient running machines taking control makes me feel in awe of these strange creatures.And the way the machines go makes me feel as though they are gleeful especially when they extract the boxes quick and precise.
sorry but i tink i need to slp now.
my period is causing me to have not only hallucinations of gleeful machines but when i entered the toilet this morning,i swear i sniffed the aroma of BIG BREAKFAST!
yes toilet definitely not equals to macdonalds.
nites!
9:48 PM
Monday, December 4
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!
things have ALL taken a change for e best.almost lah.
- i can still live at my cosy haven!
- i can still continue receiving a tertiary education
- i can see the efforts put in by both sides.thank you!
- im leaving the job offically this thursday!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
today i and the others were transferred to another department.and i only have to paste labels with no moving conyevor belt!!!!!
WOOOOOOOO~it was real relaxing but a sheen of boredom came of course.Its like they paying me money to relax man!although i suffered countless of little injuries like bruises and cuts from this job.
i would miss the people dearly.from the motherly-like aunties who really care and not kapoh-ing abt me to the coldness of the warehouses to sum idiotic guys always commentin' on that i dun like to eat.
i would also miss the boxes.yeah u heard right.bye moduslink!!!!
9:05 PM
Sunday, December 3
12:21 PM
the source to my irrational moods and thinkings is due to the bloody time of the month!
thank god,i tot i had really became some explosive stressful freak!
anyway,to update abt ytd.
2nd dec saturday
went meet up with huiqun and kenneth.
its being sum time since we were tgt.was at town area for awhile before ken left for his grannie's bday celebrations.in the meantime,me and qun went vivo meet justin.
vivo was filled to the brim with people,which was a spoiler as i hate crowds in shopping malls.
there was nothing special abt it,u get ur typical shops there.
and for sum weird reason,there were alot of green rubbish chutes moved by the cleaners along the paths.they didnt particularly stink but it was kinda of an eyesore and obstruction.
i left ard 8+ to find santos while qun and justin went queensway.
my mood was already pretty down on the mrt,i could not get high and was affected by the words that that someone gave.in fact i teared a bit when the credits of Happy Feet start to roll.thats how much i was affected.
i feel i cant tell u in person cos based on our 'pattern', we would laugh it off or there would be an embarrassing pause of silence.so if u think u are the one who had inflicted this thing to me,den yeah ure right.
i just feel that now we have no conflicts YET,i did not say i feel like crap or watsoever in this relationship,and u told me to break up with him.at first,i thought u were kidding.but the way u said it,it really was hurting.
the fact that my guy and my friends do not get along is quite a bad factor already,but u keep harping on it,yes i know perfectly well that we have drastic diff.lifestyles which would hinder us in some points of our relationship.
u said he wasnt the right one for me and stuff,but i have nv thought of any my bfs previously as the ONE.the reason im with him is simple.i like him because he's flamboyant and crazy unlike my exes whom were rated as Mr nice guy,decent,stable blaahhh.
yes,in many aspects we are uncompatible.
to tell u guys the truth,i feel this is a challenge and im not afraid of taking it up.
the above phrase sounds disgusting but it's the meaning i wanna convey.
and u highly encourage me to be with him intially.u feel i can tame him down a little.
but i dun find the need to do so,as long both parties are happy and alright.
and its only the beginning of the relationship.
we are still in the phrases of discovering deeper abt each other.
to the person
i noe u always mean well because u are a close and sensible friend.
but at times,u need to put urself in my shoes and see and feel from my perspective.
this entry is not to 'shoot' u but to express my disapproval in a nicer way.
i thank u for being honest to me although it was kinda brutal lah.
overall, i just feel everyone is being judgemental towards the relationship.
i would definitely take the advices people give but not to the extent of breaking up for no apparent reason.
hope u can understand=)
11:36 AM
Saturday, December 2
UPDATE UPDATE!
have been busy with work lately.this is really a killer job!
definitely would be quitting it soon.
everyone's being talkin' abt quitting since like our first day?!
its like 12 hrs with breaks in between but really no life!
one minute u would be busy folding boxes and inserting more little boxes inside.
looking panicky at the conveyor belt to see whether a jam would be caused.
or the next moment,empty line.
finally a chance to adjust my bra or scratch my butt.
but the people dere as i have already said in my previous entry,they are nice and cute.
typical aunties but not as bitchy as those in motorola.
maybe because there is an uneven mix of women to men in motorola tat time.
and when a whole bunch of females get tgt,we either start a feminist demostration,burning bras or just bitch abt u.
there are tonnes of students too.
all kena deceived by the pay and agency.
HAHA!
im such a horror.
i finally have a break of today and tml.
and im DEFINITELY going out to destress later.
if u guys pay me for going to school,i wouldnt mind.
really,its a win-win situation.
u get poorer but i receive an education?!
i misss lazing at home.
counting particles in the air and just doing nothing.
a loafer life but gimme a break,im sooooo TIRED lah!
9:40 AM
*THE BIRTHDAY BOY!*_edited.jpg)
THE PAST!_edited.jpg)
''when love gets constipated?!''
''it looks like its from a postcard''
''some random idiotic act cute bleh guy''
