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Sunday, December 3
the source to my irrational moods and thinkings is due to the bloody time of the month!
thank god,i tot i had really became some explosive stressful freak!
anyway,to update abt ytd.
2nd dec saturday
went meet up with huiqun and kenneth.
its being sum time since we were tgt.was at town area for awhile before ken left for his grannie's bday celebrations.in the meantime,me and qun went vivo meet justin.
vivo was filled to the brim with people,which was a spoiler as i hate crowds in shopping malls.
there was nothing special abt it,u get ur typical shops there.
and for sum weird reason,there were alot of green rubbish chutes moved by the cleaners along the paths.they didnt particularly stink but it was kinda of an eyesore and obstruction.
i left ard 8+ to find santos while qun and justin went queensway.
my mood was already pretty down on the mrt,i could not get high and was affected by the words that that someone gave.in fact i teared a bit when the credits of Happy Feet start to roll.thats how much i was affected.
i feel i cant tell u in person cos based on our 'pattern', we would laugh it off or there would be an embarrassing pause of silence.so if u think u are the one who had inflicted this thing to me,den yeah ure right.
i just feel that now we have no conflicts YET,i did not say i feel like crap or watsoever in this relationship,and u told me to break up with him.at first,i thought u were kidding.but the way u said it,it really was hurting.
the fact that my guy and my friends do not get along is quite a bad factor already,but u keep harping on it,yes i know perfectly well that we have drastic diff.lifestyles which would hinder us in some points of our relationship.
u said he wasnt the right one for me and stuff,but i have nv thought of any my bfs previously as the ONE.the reason im with him is simple.i like him because he's flamboyant and crazy unlike my exes whom were rated as Mr nice guy,decent,stable blaahhh.
yes,in many aspects we are uncompatible.
to tell u guys the truth,i feel this is a challenge and im not afraid of taking it up.
the above phrase sounds disgusting but it's the meaning i wanna convey.
and u highly encourage me to be with him intially.u feel i can tame him down a little.
but i dun find the need to do so,as long both parties are happy and alright.
and its only the beginning of the relationship.
we are still in the phrases of discovering deeper abt each other.
to the person
i noe u always mean well because u are a close and sensible friend.
but at times,u need to put urself in my shoes and see and feel from my perspective.
this entry is not to 'shoot' u but to express my disapproval in a nicer way.
i thank u for being honest to me although it was kinda brutal lah.
overall, i just feel everyone is being judgemental towards the relationship.
i would definitely take the advices people give but not to the extent of breaking up for no apparent reason.
hope u can understand=)
11:36 AM
