Tuesday, December 19
ytd was one of the worst days of my life.
sounds exaggerating right?
but no,my life lately is filled with unexpected dramas unfolding itself.
i was and still am heartbroken.
its so demoralised to see so much effort and plan go to the drain,to be unappreciated and to be hurt like fuck by ur loved one.
but looking on the bright side,i did not lose it.
and that everything was exposed out within a few months.
i was drenched in the rain ytd twice.
the two times are of very different feelings.
the first one was to protect the damm cake that was why i did not wish to run and i did not feel cold cos i was warm inside to see u being so hyper.
the second one was in hurt and anguish tears and my heart really ached for us.
i experienced a total heartbreak and the rain just added to my tears.
not to mention the strong wind but i was really too numb inside to feel a shit.
all this sounds realli idol drama-ish but yeah it took place.
once a bastard,always a bastard.
i did not write everything down,im not obliged to.
just to save a little left of dignity of what we still possess.
u're a selfish guy thats all.
and its over.
we dont do patches anyhow.
thank you for making me learn the hard way.
i'll remember what u said and done to me for life.
and that the 18th of december is a day i would never forget.
11:42 AM