this is going to be a wordy post.
so brace yourself.
the topic im going to touch upon is LOVE.
I can hear exasperated 'awws' and snickers but nvm.
i blog what i want to in here.
my personal categories of the various types of beings.- ''damm i dont need a man'' beings,i am strong woman.ROAR!
- ''i want to fall in love!'',i want someone to shower me with affections!
- ''love?see loh,gt one den gt loh''.no biggie,why are some ppl obessed with love that much?
- ''wah~chiooo lehhh!~SHE'S MINE!''.just wants some girlfriend trophy to show off.
i belong to the second category.=x
although i had had a relationship not long ago,i still wanna fall in love.despite many incidents which turn me off ,i have never give up on love.i sound totally corny,and yes,im only 17 for now.many would say i am just craving for attention or have no love.And i would definitely have alot of time to be in a stable relationship later.
here i am thinking.i just want a sweet,stable and loving relationship.im willing to be committed.i dont need any flamboyant affair or whatsoever demands.just something 'basic'.its not that my past loves have all being hellish in fact some are perfectly nice,sweet and all.
but just a mere few months,and i feel we are not compatible.despite us staying in the same country,breathing in the same polluted air,eating the same hawker food,there's no guy that i can really relate to.
im currently on a rebound.and i really wish not to hurt myself or others.im not trying to make myself sound pathetic but just pointing out the fact.im also kinda contradicting myself too.i realised i have changed.im capable of doing some really horrid stuff just because im mad and my intention is just to inflict hurt upon my loved one.love really is blind.because as much as i wanna move on,im still stubbornly stucked at square one.i know its no use pulling on,it leads to nowhere.and im frankly surprised at my feelings now because i have always healed fast.one relationship ends,cry,complain,whine,bitch, but still moved on in the end.this time,i will do the wooing.i will keep my eyes open.i will never ever repeat my mistakes.unless im a fool in love. 
