to Matthew.
i love u.and u love me.
as im typing this entry out,u are lying on e carpet and watching 20 idiots racing across a big patch of grass to get to a circular object.
our form of communication is different from the other siblings.
some squabble non-stop,some talk nicely,some tease while the remaining are incestous.
we fortunately AND unfortunately fall under the 'silent' category.
meaning no quarrels,no fighting over the computer as there is no base of communication to start with.
we used to be close when we were kids.
i remember we used to run about like crazy and get punished by our parents at that time.
i also remember that u bought dinosaur stickers for me on my birthday when u were in primary 4.
i remember we used to watch power rangers and u wanted to be e white ranger whereas i was the yelllow one cos she was one of the 2 gals.
i know u love me deep down.
especially what had happened last year,ur sacrifice really deeply touched me and i saw e sms u sent to mum,telling that u love me.
that was really dammm touching and im very proud that u are my brother.
maybe im someone who's prideful but fond of expressing my affections openly.
whereas u are the silent but strong touch and dont like to get touchy-feely.
blood is thicker than water.and u certainly proved it to its end.
i love u.
but if i said it right now to u,u probably go 'siaoo ahh' or look at me in disbelief.
i hope we have more communication when we become adults.
and please get a job.
from ur sister
debra.
