Monday, February 19
something's missing in the air~i cant really place it.i cant change it.Everyone's grown up.Gone were the days when we play catching under the void decks.Screaming our lungs out,having our turn of quarrels and little injuries.and yes,our fair share of bawling when we fall or bicker.and yes,the 'in' action heroes were POWER RANGERS~so we played that a fair bit.and the guys wrestle in tilums(malay for mattress?)Running about like nobody's business,merely fearing whether we would be reprimanded for coming back to ah gong's house with dirt and sweat.and because everyone was so pint-sized waay back then.we would all huddled up in the room and do what 90% of typical sporeans do at cny,which is to GAMBLE!!!!!!!but this year,maybe im just too weared out by work.(or this is just a lousy defense?)but im just contented slouching on the sofa.it just din feel like a festive cny.but i was glad to see everyone again.everyone grown.in size.in thinking.in appeitties.i cant imagine all of us talking about current adult affairsand the stock market or the cpf when we reached our mid twenties.i just have to accept changes.everything changes including myself.but anyhow,i hope u guys enjoy ur new year.when we grow up,our priority changes.when i was a kid,i look forward to not schooling,tibits,fun and ANGBAOS!but i still look forward to angbaos now anyhow.haha.but all the angbows in the world cant be exchanged for ur cousins who played a significant role on ur childhood and yes,ur future.
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