im going to blog about two things.
` one is the fuckin' BHI modelling shit and another is making me go all haisss and emotional.
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WARNING:LENGTHY POST!
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after participating in this particular forum,a 4th girl has added me in msn to ask about BHI.
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im really all flared up yet again!on they using the ''ohhh,u are one of the 20 girls outta so many we chosen'',making our egos all boost up and just inflating it when every week they say this to hundreds or maybe thousands of girls!
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after signing a contract,u need to pay about 500 plus for a make-up set(which existance is unknown and unheard of!) and enter those so called ''grooming'' classes!
and do u know what the worst thing is?
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i look on,really hoping to stop all this.even considering the relevant authorities to help me.
But they are smart arses,after all those girls who sign on the contract are binded to it.
and they do give the classes and fugly make-up set.but not an assignment mind you.
Please girls,please be aware of this scam.
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i just can say im very very lucky to not have been cheated.
But im just frigging indigant.Just ytd,when i was in far east plaza,they approached me yet again.
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Once the lady mentioned ''BHI.'' i went ''HOHO,BHI?!'' in a very sacrastic way and said no thanks.the next time,i would ask them whther they are aware what kinda dirrty job they are doing.
okay,enough of this.makes me all flared up.shit them.`
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a very dear friend of mine is leaving singapore for further studies.
we already drifted apart of the late but recently got reconciled again.
im just so sad,that everything is changing.
and I JUST HATE THE CHANGES.
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i know that i cant stay in my comfort zone forever but i really feel like crying now that everyone is going their separate ways.yes,we would keep in contact and all.but it would be lesser and lesser.
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my childish thought now is to migrate to Neverland and never grow up.
Seriously,mostly of the people are going''ohh,i cant wait to turn 18.blaaah blahh~'' while me,on the other hand dreads this.they just cant seem to see the whole idea of being older means more changes and more RESPONSIBILITIES do they?
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maybe u as a reader,thinks i cant move on and accept changes.
i can,but everything jst seems to be happening.just popping out.
i know i should be more optimistic and look forward to another stage of life and just embrace the new happenings in my life.
okay.enough.bye bye.
