Today was one of those days.
Those laidback ones.
i woked up at 11 plus,and slept from 2 to 5.
caught some tv,like FINALLY!its being a long long time since me and my tv has bonded.HAHA.
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i have no idea what had happened to me yesterday night.Before i went to sleep,there were sudden flashbacks of some bad things that had occured to me in the past.They just kept coming and coming.And i broke down and cried.Regretting what i did and did not do in the past.Sometimes,i feel like the most sensible person while at times,i feel im only a speck of dust or practically nothing.My self-esteem has its high and low too.and everyone is going their separate ways now.most are in rp,some are retaking their Os and im posted to bishan ite.im alone.i hate that word 'alone'. and most of all,i hate emo posts like this.Like some wankering emo weakling.Its so easy to put on a false cheery front so that people would not get affected by the infectious bad mood,im sure u guys have done so at some point.But on some dark days,u feel like taking off that mask and just be expressive in your own way.i think i should shut up now.bye.
