Can you catch my breath

Monday, April 30

everything seems to be burned under my touch.

all good things come to an end.

fuck.

7:51 PM

REPLIES TO TAGS~

alex: ????????????????? haha,yaya.

sherie: i think we seen each other daily.but one always misses e other.

Register No 1: NOOO,u are no cruise.yes,we are nuts!xo

mandy: yeah! sporting to put 'mandy' as ur song!

cherlyn: yeah.a class must be united.

anita: shouldnt based our impressions on first sight yeah.LOL.EYE CANDDDY!!!!!!!!!

Wendy: aha,go visit Bishan ite soon!

chiatlin: u mean like racing cars? so COOL!

norma: i heard that it's 3 storey high.but shld challenge urself,what u join?

huiqun: can u ask him for a month's fling for me?thanks ah.

8:50 AM

Sunday, April 29

Was at the Atrium with Dave and Desmond to chill and drink.We entertained ourselves by playing Truth or Dare.Although it was a lounge and the place where they worked,we came up with silly dares just going to the 3rd story and shouting Dave's name like tarzan and Huiqun had to go up to this Korean guy saying that he had really SEXY THICK EYEBROWS.

Rash and Davon joined us later,after drinking we headed to Oclub but one couldnt get in so we headed to cheekys,wasnt as bad as what i heard.A fusion of indians and caucasians ya,and Kumar(THAT supposedly drag queen) was there too.I think he was wearing a white dress or i think im having hallucinations LOL.

Hq and i didnt dance and the guys tried dragging us to the dancefloor.i think the funniest part was us learning tamil dance from them.we attempted gg back to our seats but was practically carried out to our seats by Dave and Davon.

But what i really need to emphasize is that they were real gentlemen,and really protective of us.

Giving the fact that we were all practically strangers,we are really damm appreciative and touched!really thanks alot!

Alcohol got into my head,and i was leaning at Rash for support.But it was not him and a total stranger!And Davon was like pushing me to another side before the guy thought i was hitting on him.

taught them the 'fist' game.God,they were frigging quick learners,the drinks were finished by now and we slapped each other faces as a penalty.LOL,Davon's hands were like Buddha palm lah!

I doubt Dave will be reading this,so woohoo!he is so HOT!!!!!!!!!!!
that impish twinkle and he is so fun-loving~
i know Hq will roll her eyes upon seeing this and say im biased toward eurasians.But heck!
i think im too boy-crazy lately.HAHAHA!

hanging out with them soon again yeah?
studying with kenneth and maybe Hq later at mos.
=))))))

9:52 AM

Saturday, April 28

i can be very nice but if i get freaked out by your actions and words,i'll turn defensive and claw your eyes out.it's only natural.so like err,YOU get my point?

11:03 AM

Friday, April 27

ISF

LOVES!

`s``

today was a relatively 'high' day!

Jessica told me that cutie was behind me and i had this huge smile plastered to my face.Caught in the act by Angie!

as usual,the teachers were all late.like more than 15 mintues!

wah laooooo,so i ....

me:Mr Liew,why you late?

Mr Liew:Ahhh,i was talking to my students.

me:how about yesterday and the day before???

Mr Liew gave this paiseh face,at least he had the decency to look so.

Did planning for role-play today for BZF.DUHHHHHH

Had this 'buddy' thing with ISP for PIE.

Had to get to know our parthers and if we were unable to answer questions posted to us correctly,we would get a forfeit.One was to eat a wafer stick from one end and another too.So like close contact with faces and mouths hoho.

Everyone was sporting enough to do it,but when it came to Zhiwen and this particular malay girl.I think she was practically PETRIFIED to death as though he was some monster. -.-

she keep screeching lah.took a pretty long time to complete.

Rained like my diarrhoea just now.PI PIAK PI PIAK!

haha,we went to the student hub to rehearsal for our BZF roleplay.

Then we started a games-marathon? umo,umo stacko and victim and murderer.

fun Fun FUN! shall do this more often yeah?

oh ya,and a new student in our class today,Steven.

as i was telling ASHOK,(hehe,must empharise),i think we kinda infected him with our enthusatism and he was very high.glad he adapted so quick.

i think we gt another new classmate next wk.

and then hope no one transfers out or what.

stablized!

7:39 PM

Wednesday, April 25

today was a pretty unexpected day.

first,i accidently stumble upon someone's privacy.I just have to say that it was really purely unintentional,and pls do not be ashamed of urself.u are a strong person,and if u feel uneasy talking about it,it's really okay.(although u may not even be reading all these.)i just have to applause u for ur strength=)

And of course,Larry's sudden departure.I guess the whole class was baffled and shocked when he make that speech loudly and with poise.

Except till the end,he kinda broke down because of regrets and a reluctance to leave our class?But anyhow,i hope he would succeed in his studies.
eee,sounds so cliche!

And lastly believe it or not,
Im joining ROCK CLIMBING as my Cca.yes,it's not ur eye shit that is misleading ur vision.
BUT YEAAAH!

bye bye comfort zone,hello Danger zone!no lah,i just want to challenge myself and be more sporty!

7:06 PM

REPLIES TO TAGS

sherie:yeah,cya ard in skool yeah?

Vincent:stop ur horniness in my blog,pls lust for me elsewhere,u wanker.
and look at the latest tags, u got hate mail!

alex:hey,errrr,link u soon!ur blog all the biblicial quotes -.-

sarah:errr,u are? i dont know any one call sarah except in pri.school.

raymond:its aww_debra@msn.com!

Register no. 1: wah lao,Zhiwen,stop ur singing!!!!!

zirch:who are u? err,u guys STOP STAINING UR PANTS LAH!

12:32 PM

Tuesday, April 24

I guess if i wont be blogging about school life so much unless there is something exciting.Like Mr Liew including my name in his will or i got knocked down by a car because of my frequent jay-walks.
LOL.

He haven't told me where he bought his 'L' buckle belt from.
I cant imagine he going to Lips or Cheeks lah.

seriously,i think he is rather bland
like unmarinated chicken wings loh.So far,i think classes are like relatively slack and we accomplished very little.AND MOSTLY OF MY TEACHERS ARE ALMOST ALWAYS LATE!
pek che!!!!!!!!!!

And there is this total CUTE GUY in school.my eye-candy for now,only for oogling purpose.
i shall post a picture of him soon.no lah,like NO WAAY!
i think we were very obvious just now,this should be in discreet!

oh ya,and im glad that i have more classmates to accompany me home at BUS 88.
Mandy,ningxin,aizhen,shar-wow? aka xiaohei and faisal=)

and now im fretting over my cca!
should i join drama?
i wanted to join rock climbing but when i asked Mrs Lee,she said i have to go to Simei or Tampines campus.

MMM,what do u guys think?

6:32 PM

Monday, April 23

HALF OF ISF!

almost all the girls.

err,jay is a girl too!

thanks to mandy for e pics!

credits to zhiwen for takin' e pic!

*we shall have a complete class photo soon!!!

6:56 PM

i got caught in the rain for 3 consecutive days!
if i dont get sick soon,i think im neither Superwoman or my immune system is faulty.
God bless.

i went to sleep and woke up anticipating my body to burn up but instead,i got frigging hiccups.
LOL,total no link~

class is great as usual.
i think we are uber 'steady' lah,about half of e class met up at bishan mrt today.
And walked to school together.and abt 14 of us lunched tgt outside=)

but conflicts are inevitable lah,surely there are some ppl who dont like others.
impressions are formed and done with.blah blah~
after all,no class is perfect.

We are barely in our second week so ya,take time to know the rest.
so yeah,no worries=)

6:00 PM

Sunday, April 22

EAST COAST MADNESS~

Very spastic!

Love this shot.

classic,it looks fuckin' LOVELY!

My arm has a life of its own.

Flyaway hairs~

welcoming the new tsunami supposedly?

sleek.

i smell BABY POWDER!

.Gorgeous.

Went rollerblading with kenneth and huiqun.

Being virgins in it,i think we would be total gonecases without the help of kenneth.

Thank you for enduring our high-pitched screams,the helping hand,and i think his shirt

was tore apart by us because we grab it too often to avoid falling down.LOL.

The whole learning process is freaking funny and tedious.

i fell alot of times,some deliberately because i knew a fall was awaiting!and learn to fall the correct way.

(wah,fall also got a correct way!)

while ken was coaching hq,i fell down hard.This ah beng with tattoos stopped blading and came up to me.I was like ''fuck,surely he would come and mock at my klut-ziness'',

to my amazement,he went ''Are you alright?'

im like so damm touched lah,not ur stereotypical 369 ah beng=)

Anyway,our numerous attempts kinda paid off and it was actually FUN!

I went home with 'battle scars',LOL.Just a scrape on my right elbow lah.

Printed out photos and laminated them.OMG,it's dammm NICE lah.

i cant stop looking at them u know?i shall put in my school file=)

I WOULD LOOK AT IT CONSTANTLY WHEN I MISS YA GUYS!

OKAY,I KNOW I SOUND PSYCHOTIC BUT I REALLY LOVE YA.

ate at yoshinoya for dinner,shopped abit at parkway before going to amk hub.

met yuwen and yingrui for awhile and headed home.

the hugs are sad hugs u know?

i feel as though we going to part real soon.

AWWWW & ARRRGHHHH!

2:10 AM

Saturday, April 21

he makes my cherry pop.

whatever u think.

9:23 AM

Tuesday, April 17

Ooosps Opps changing place?

when hq was wrking.

2 wks ago ah?

i was busily doodling.

fuck i look like Ju-on's sister!

few hours ago~

im like frigging tired riggggggght now.
i did not sleep well,nearly dozed off during my lecture.

Bloody course manager or what keep yakking away about ex-students and their achievements.YAKYAKYAK.

bloody loong winded,i got supreme irritated lah.

ianyhow though it's only the second day but i really like my class alot.

like we were uber enthusiastic abt the TPS (tourism product service) questionnaire

and we participated VERY actively!

i think im a paranoid worry wart lah.
it seems pretty good that i have a great class but everything just happens too fast.

i fear conflicts.

suddenly,i just feel so insecure.

hope i can adapt in a couple more days.

10:48 PM

Monday, April 16

My first day at Bishan ite wasnt as bad as i initially thought.
Saw a few familiar faces there.

We were put to fry under the scroching sun at the amphitheatre.
We were practically half-fried and went to the field to start our orientation.
the squishy muddy field which made my new school shoes dirrty!
haha,im starting to whine alot.

played some kinda 'rattan strings' game,the aim was to untangle ourselves.
And another was to squeeze in a marked box at the floor.
a frigging 38 people!

And another was to take the markers which was really stupid and time-consuming.
ALL required teamwork which made us bond.

Watch the cca kinda concert.it was draggy plus i think we were all pek che because we
were hot and sticky.i think i shall choose Drama as my cca,if its really compulsory to get a cca lah.

oh ya,i like my class=)
ISF! they are friendly and funny.
Of course,we all have not totally bonded but i look forward to the future.
And my class advisor(some sorta teacher) reminds me of a asian mother goose.
LOL.

officially having lessons tml,hope everything goes well.

i forgot to update on the chalet thingie.waiting for pictures from huiqun.
yes,im waitinggggg~

4:55 PM

Sunday, April 15

NIVEN HUIQUN DEBRA

im learning how to fly and Niven doesnt care much.LOL.

attempted to hump him.

Niven:hey u very chio leh.
huiqun:thanks ah!

bucktoothed MONSTER~

childhood sweethearts!

it's the stupid Ben and Jerry's cow.

freaky girl wearin cat ears!

sorry,she really was too attention-seeking,

i had to take another picture.

shagged with Bus 88.

I stayed overnight at Siying's chalet with Huiqun and Niven.
It didnt go very well as there were several different groups of people and we didnt
really mingle.

But we managed to entertain ourselves lah.HAHA.
And i got six frigging mosquito bites on my left leg!!!!!!
Because Niven Cai Jian Ya spilled lychee juice all over it!~
I poured several cups of cold water all over my leg to reduce the swell,it actually worked
and the swelling went down=)

We went to eat Macs.i think we were all deprived of sleep and energy that we were pretty unstable.This indian mac uncle was cleaning the table and he dropped the tray.There was this loup 'Pia' sound and he stuck out his tongue.

And i dunno why it struck us as hilarious shit,and we laugh hystercially.
especially Siying,her hearty pontinanak LAUGH!

Huiqun and i boarded bus 88 at 6 am for home.i have no idea what possesed us.
we went crazy and took the bus sign and snap photos and when we wanted to put it back,
two guys were seated behind already.

But i cant possibly take the bus sign home so was like errrr,sorry and quickly put back the sign.
No doubs that the guys thought we were crazy.And suddenly this girl wore CAT EARS came up the bus.She was no anime character,she was dressed in a normal top and jeans.

And we exploded in a fits of silent laughter and took her pic.
IT WAS SO FRIGGING FUNNY.

i dropped dead when i got home.

hit the snooze till about 2 as i had to meet kenneth and i had to collect my altered uniform.

i was practically a walking dead zombie,went to the library and sumo house for lunch!

They claimed that they are the CHEAPEST JAPANESE FOOD RESTAURANT IN SPORE.

ya,it's bloody cheap.with the budget hard chairs to their not so sumptous seemingly-unauthetic

food.

i forgot what we did after that,okay i have a horrible memory.

1:15 PM

Friday, April 13

Blogger went down on me and ate up my entry ytd.
okay,a update on what i did the last few days.

11th april wed.

went to The Dancefloor live with kenneth,peiying and her friends huiling,shuyun and fiona.

It was great standing in the mospit whereby u can yak off the contestants' costumes and grope their balls!

VAS TOTALLY BLEW ME AWAY,HE IS SO HOT CAN?

Maybe it's because of his ah moh essence or whatsoever lah. And Platinum and Sharon just were so sizzling HOT!

Strangely enough Fantastic Four reminded me of dancing chipmunks.
HAHAHAHA!

After the whole thing,we ate at The Prata House.
oily but nice.i love sinful food!

YESTERDAY

Went to bugis with Sessy.
I bought a bag for school,topshop basic and demin shorts.
im one happy but broke girl.

Sessy kept bumping against people and mannequins.
And she even said sorry to the mannequin she's really ditzy!!!!

we tried the western food at the midst of bugis street.
Sumptous and got FREE campbell soup.
It's not those ugh dilute but creamy kind=)

pity that cute western guy wasnt there.
dont mind me. boy-crazy.

TODAY

Sick.leaking nose and a bloody vagina.
So i didnt have dinner with my ex collegues.

i still need a new pencilcase for school.
i wonder how am i going to survive there because i am so bloody panicky even now.

10:03 PM

Thursday, April 12

i hate myself.

i hate you.

and i hate memories.

they bring out the worst in you.

There are some things that u can forgive but never forget.

There are some things that u thought u totally got over it,but u never did.

There are some people who deserved to be engulfed in everlasting flames but do they?

Sometimes u sit there,assuming yourself that everything is fine.

Stop it,unveil that mask and just show the world that u are having a bad day.

Yes,im having a bad time right now.

fuck everything.

1:51 AM

Tuesday, April 10

its not everyday she wakes up,tousled hair and nearly half blind.
She stumbles into the kitchen and because she cant really see clearly,she can only
make out several black/brown round shaped things on the floor.

She ignores them but they just wont let her off.
One of them suddenly crawls from beneath the washing machine
and scare the daylights outta her.

She is shaken but she manages to compose herself by taking the can

of spray and just sprays mercilessly at the foul thing.

It scrambles frantically but its cornered!
HAHAHA! *evil DAMON smile!

It appears that more have invaded her kitchen.
She spots another foul one in the sink.
This time she smiles,she just turns on the tap nonchalantly on full blast.

Oh dear,Xiao qiang appears to be struggling against the strong current.
But boy does it lives up to his name.Despite being gushed in full
force,it's still hanging on.

She takes carefully aim and VOILA~
Bull's eye! Xiaoqiang has whirled down the sink.

She is wondering why she is referring to herself as a third person.
She also recalls that today is a very special tuesday whereby pesticides are sprayed
and hordes of ''xiaoqiangs'' would be clambering out.

Somehow,she feels guilty for killing two lives with such perverse
relish in such a short time.

RIP.
u ugly,filthy,foul creatures.(not Dementors ah!)

4:31 PM

Sunday, April 8

About today's church,i guess once a skeptic always a skeptic.
Not that im some atheist,but i still abide to my own opinion that we should not
worship gods.
`
I just feel religion is something that gives faith and ahem,gives some rather 'false'
belief.im sorry if i offended anyone but im just expressing what i feel.
i find it hard to fear and love god.in fact,i dont understand.
`
Haha,dont bother to try to enlighten me on this touchy-feely topic.
u will get pek che on trying to convince me.
So lets all be entitled to our own opinions.
`
But the drama CHC put on,was realistic and nice.
the characters were expressive but the flaw was that they switched to english and mandarin
at times.For the benefit of the elderly or what,but it just makes me further confused.
`

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huiqun ask me to blog about what had happened in the toilet at shaw house.-.-
Jonathan was outside the ladies and he kept shouting ''Marilyn!'' for abt 4 times.
Supposedly to ask me and hq to hurry up.
`
i went out to ask him to shut it,and another woman came too!
Apparently her name was Marilyn and when we both went back to the toliet,she
exclaimed''Oh,so ur names is Marilyn too!''
`
And i was like ''No!''
i told him Jon was my friend and she told me he was her collegue.
So when i went out of the toilet,jon was in a seizure of crazy laughter.
`
He said he didnt know that woman was called Marilyn,he just saw a picture of
a blondie and started yelling for fun.
`
I was like ''HUH?she told me you are her collegue leh''
and he was like NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
`
it was damm funny lah,u got to be there to get the joke lah.
and omg *beckons at the time!
i need to work morning tml,my last day of wrk!!!!!!!
BYE!

1:27 AM

Saturday, April 7

Punggol End

they are like totally relaxed!

yesterday's.

we didnt plan to go to punggol end.

it's a pretty deserted beach at punggol.

i haven't been there for like 3 years or so?

anyhow,it's only now till i realised it was a World War Two site.

isnt it so COOL?

so we tried,sitting down with tiny small plastic bags.but,our arses were just plain too big.

But we did anyhow.

and you know what was the sweetest thing?

There was this police cum security check just nearby.

This malay policeman sauntered over to us,i thought he was doing a routine spot-check.

And he offered us newspapers so we could sit comfortably.

ISNT IT SO DAMM SWEET AND NICE AND WHATEVER NICE ADJECTIVES U CAN COME UP WITH?

Haha,so we like omg,thank you so much.

and we just laid down and gaze at the stars.

when was the last time u did something like this?

this simple act is pretty hard for the oh,so hectic and sccurying singaporeans,i must say.

de-stress,my dears!

anyhow,sat there and chatted abit.

the breeze there is great,u can feel that calm sensation.

(aiyah,u know?the typical beach breeze)

im stoppin' kinda abruptly.

tml going to celebrate easter day at expo with my friends.

hope everything goes well.

love

debra~

12:08 AM

Thursday, April 5

MmMmmmmmmmmmmmmmMmmmmmmMMMMMMMM~

i think im such a glutton.
Because after pigging out at Chomp Chomp,(rice,oyster eggs,stingray,pizza,vege~)
im eating prawn chee cheong fun now!

YUMMY!
anyway,had a real great time with the lovelies whom turned out today.
i really love gatherings like this.

MAKES ME GO ALL FUZZY WITH WARMTH
AND INFECTIOUS LAUGHTER!

The people
Yuwen,Huiqun,Jon,Ken,Peiying,Huizhi,Jac,Yingrui,Cheefong,Siying and her 2 friends,Sofia and Yvonne,
Winson and his cousin,JianYao.(i finally remember his name!)

wanted to sing k initially after eating but there were no rooms.
so we headed to R.K house(yes,THAT infamous pork thingie) to eat.
yes,second round.but its for the sake of those who were cropped up with work and had came later.

Then we, actually more of Jon,started talking in a non-existent supposedly 'japanese/korean'
language and accent,it was pretty convincing.i think the indians there were very intrigued -.-
and we kept laughing and laughing.

went home after my teh tarik.
i just finished eating my CHEE CHEONG FUN!
im two months pregnant.
and i feel like farting.

im at home,and i can fart all i want.
=)

what a simple bliss.

12:40 AM

Tuesday, April 3

IM REVIVED!

I SLEPT FOR 13 HOURS!!!!!!!!

I CAN RUN TO BERLIN RIGHT NOW!

4:57 PM

Monday, April 2

u came back to haunt me,did you?

1:49 AM

Sunday, April 1

Blogging before i go to work.
i extended my work till next sunday =)
well,it should be that im only working on sunday next week and it's really good-bye.

i have about 2 weeks to spend.
i have to

Buy a new bag and pencil case for SCHOOL!
Clean up my room (it's like a epidemic broke out with exploded clothes and tissues!)
Catch up with friends before we all start our new school.
YEAH!!! ROLLERBLADING & CHOMP CHOMP WITH MY ORANGEYS!
Sleep 12 hrs a day.
cut my hair again.im serious.(butchy debra will be back!)
rot and leave more dead skin cells at home.

okay,i think that's about it. Do have excessive meets ups,my friends.

There are some things in life we'll never get tired of.

1:00 PM