Thursday, May 24
i dunno whether it's the stress or we have started to see each other's flaws but there seemsto be a arising tension.it's a fact that our class has several cliques but overall we get along okok. for now,i hope and pray that everything would be at least plain-sailing.yes,i do not really like some people in class.and i believe some ppl may have that mutual feeling towards me.i no longer can say ''aiyah,just supress the bad feelings'',because even i myself cant abide to it.i guess my face is like a whiteboard whereby u can see my feelings.somehow i feel me and the Orangeys have drifted apart. it's inevitable since most of them are in Rp,busy with their own stuff but im just insecure.and Lianya who is now busily working,i dont even wanna think about the time she goes to uk and be really far away from us =(And i just warned the girls just now,im horrible when i have my period. the bloody mood-swings,sometimes i rather have the cramps or whatsoever.bloody fuck the mood.
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