Tuesday, May 22
i feel groggy after my nap.
i wasnt happy and proud of myself at break today. Did not feel right for giving someone this treatment.yes,i am a goody two shoes.
actually there are alot of things which i really like to blog out,yes,all my fuckin displeasures but i guess im a humji kia who wants to retain peace for the moment.
I find it hard to express out these feelings as i would end up being Ms Untactful. I seem to be losing interest in lessons and i eventually dozed off. i dont even feel like going for school on friday,one bloody hour for ofa? do what,wait for Mrs Lee outside the room,surf friendster,type a few stuff and ??
I really feel like giving up on myself sometimes. Because i am not exactly Ms Sunshine,but i was like hey alot of people are going through the same stuff as me right now,so i shouldnt indulge in this pool of self-pity.
AAAARGH,bloody hell.
hate this brooding mode.
8:13 PM