my mum meddling with the phone
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WARNING: EMBRACE YOURSELF FOR A EXTREMELY WORDY POST.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
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I guess being in a single parent family makes me more dependent on my mother.I know i haven't being a good kid lately,especially around december.
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The time i sneaked out with santos,and got kicked outta of the house.I returned after a few days,with the mindset that my mother hated me and we didnt talk for 2 months
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Til the day i recieved the big O' results,i thought i could go to poly and gain my mother's forgiveness.I recalled calling her happily that i could so,i remembered her elatedness and i thought the barrier between us could finally be broken.
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But everything backfired,i was a coward and the moment i reached home,i just threw the results slip on the bed and grabbed a jacket before i rushed to work.Fearing what lies ahead of me,and facing my mother's wrath.
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She was not angry and comforted me by saying 'Better than nothing.' That came as a solace for me and we discussed about my future.The resentment eventually faded away.
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The only time i saw her really flared up,was when my bastard of a father mortaged our house and the bank people tried to confiscate our possessions.That was really frightening,and she threatened to go the police and the matter kinda blow up.But the matter was resolved already=)
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one thing i love abt her is that she always has a readily smile and a wicked sense of humour.People may think she is the shrewd auntie,ready to critcise and devour you.At times,she can be straight-forward to the extent of ''He is ugly and boring,i think u and him will break up soon.'' or fawning over the handsome boyfriend -.-
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And of course the nagging factor which every mother comes equppied with.my untidy room with my clothes strewed all over,my shoes,my blahblahblah.i guess that's mothers for you.
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One thing in common though is unconditional love for all of us,no matter how horrible we are.More than often,we dont really appreciate the little things that they have done for us.sometimes even assuming that they ought to.
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She was the one to build me up and break me down.And mould me into debra today!
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HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
thank you,mummy!i love you.
my mum meddling with the phone
