Monday, May 7
the readily smiles does not mean im okay.i feel very insecure,i wont breakdown like some emo elmo lah.but i really think school is not working out for me.yes,i am coping.*rolls eyes.which idiot cant cope?seriously,everyday is practically a breeze.study? it's studying at its minumium. it's like unchallenging and bland.im not saying i am Little Ms Smart,but really look!it's being one month,what did we really accomplish?ya,i know it's ite.ITE!so what,we come here to study too.the lessons are very ........... ...... ...i think Mr liew attitude is damm fucked-up.I really dont want to harbor evil thoughts but i really wish he can die choking on a fishball so another teacher can replace him.Pek che and i sat down at the door,fuckin' hot,making me even more pekche.Then zhiwen all said i emo,and took pics of me.funnily,i was not pissed.maybe because he's a nice idiot.Aaaaargh.but overall,still feel fucked up lah.is it just me being a worry wart and too paranoid or what?!
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