Thursday, July 26
So many things can happen within a day,affectin' me and my future.Once again,i screwed up,it's always the after-effects that keeps jabbing into my mind. Another regret to add to my list. I cant afford to make another mistake or else those stress and aniexty attacks will come back to haunt me.
my mother told me that my bastard of a father withdraw almost all of his CPF that was supposed to pay for the housing loan thing.Once again,making the situation unstable.I really hate him to the core,why dont he just leave and get out of sight? It's being almost a decade, life w/o him spells peace but from time to time he comes back to give us hell.
Hell that we dont deserve, irresponsible fucker. i feel no love for someone so cowardly .And maybe u may feel sympathetic towards my situation, but all this just made me stronger and i would never ever shrunk away from responsibilty.
It just seems so unfair that he goes away scot free and we have to cope with the burden. so fucked-up now.
8:18 PM