Wednesday, October 3
Okay,dancingwhores is going private.It's being great blogging and seeing responses,but it's time for me to go all private.
I can write anything without thinking how it may affect anyone,a blog that cant express it's feeling=defeating its purpose.I can post whatsoever obscene stuff Haha and rant on and on.
Before i go off,things arent the same anymore.Many things have happened,i have changed,my environment has 'evolved'.Dont worry for me,just gimme the benefit of doubt.It isnt to please everybody when u cant even please urself,u wonder what exactly is the meaning of all?
Wont be deleting this blog,u can play pokemon battles inside,Johnne =)
Being blogging about 'itinerary' posts,no signifiance to me.There are always issues i wanna voice out.So today being the last entry,i shall be truthful.
Everyone changes,it's only a matter of time and whether the change is big and impactful.I have seen friends turning materialistic,friends completely closing themselves up,me myself becoming no longer the 'no tempered' but im still as soft-hearted LOL.me becoming this bloody spilt personality,and emotional wreck.
I always cling on to the past,good or bad.But i think it's my waay of life,and things have always not being smooth-sailing for me.
Even when we disapprove the changes amongst us,it's a fact that we have to adapt and move on.U wont be reading this but as times goes by,acceptance will take place.There is no need to feel guilt upon what feelings u caused to others because ultimately no one can judged u for who u are.
Even if u screwed up once,twice or so,nothing beats the fact that u navigate ur own way and in everything u do,it bears a consequence.
if i had a choice,i would go totally wild and crazy now.i always wanted a change of lifestyle.There are many things i always wanted to do but i always have restrictions or i could say i procrastinate too much.
Im not happy with my life right now.Im not stable right now actually,i was never the over-achiever but i sometimes wish to make a good impact. undo all my wrongs and words i said.Am i capable of being committed?
All this sounds like bullshit,but life's a bullshit,so no harm adding to the pollution.
Memories it shall store no more.
2:49 PM